loan or scholarship...so frustrated

salah stu my resolution for dis year, nak apply scholarship...tp gov malaysiaku tercinte cut down all of the expenses for scholarship...adoiiii...sgt sgt sdih wooo...mybe bajet belanjawan negara 2010 kot..only left application for loan..which means kne pay back da loan after study..400 for one month...ok...byk tue...abes duet gaji aku..haha..berangan ..already discussed wif mak ayah...dorg xkasi apply loan...urmmm...klu xde loan, xleh enjoy lbih...no shopping,no holiday,no ipod touch,no new notebook,no new handphone..urm,klu nak mintak kat mak ayah mcm kesian lak...tue sume kemahuan bkn keperluan...x pnting2...klu xde leh jer idup.. bazir duet sume tue..hahha,..ayat nak sdapkn dri sndri..;((

mixed feelingsss..;((

cmne nak overcome sadness...actually sdih+lega+frustrated...nape la perlu ade

mslh jiwa dan rage nie.. at last, yg tanggung sengsara+derita nie aku jgak...better keep it as

secret if u didnt meant it at all..life nie mcm karma..rite now kite sdih, frustrated..insyllh stu hri

nnt eyny pun leh gmbira n senyum smpi ke telinga..insyllh...huhu...really hope dat dis year xde

da kisah2 sedih yg menyakitkn hati eyny nie...pls2...sgt sgt sgt enjoy dgr lagu maher zain~the rest of my life..bestnyeeee kluuuuu. ????...hahha...

result...

finally result came out..hahha...mse yg x dtggu2kn menjelang tiba jgak..mule2 egtkn result kuar 7 dec last2 kuar 4 dec..mmg cuak gler la..tyme tue bru jer blik dr aus...still ngah enjoy wif family at lumut,perak..internet hotel lak prob...so, egt blik kl la bru check...tp ati mmg x tenteram...risau fail mner2 units...really afraid wif myself....

ptg tue ma bro bwk we all g port lumut..ape lg take dat chance g cc check result.. x smpi 2 mnutes jer eyny check..haha..kakak cc tue bengang jer nak charge pun xjd..haha...sedekah kak..huhu..

result ok jer la....huhu...aku dpt distinction for both accounting subject...financial accounting n management accounting...syukur sgt2..da la tyme exam aritue blur sgt2....exam ari yg sme...pg fa ptg ma...mmg leh pecah otak la kn..huhu...n then subject law lak...eyny pass...subject nie la yg menyebabkn eyny nanges bape2 hri...subject nie la yg wat eyny moody..rude ngan sume ..huhu.. at last eyny lps...finally ob...lps gak..tp xpuas ati la...all out la tyme exam aritue..tp carrymark eyny rndh...huhuhu...xpe2..asalkn eyny x repeat mne2 subject..

thankss god..sgt2 bersyukur dgn nikmatmu...padamu la aku berserah...padamu la aku berlindung..moral of da story,,stiap kli de prob or down cri la DIA...mengaduu la..thankss to beloved parents...mak ayah yg byk berdoa tuk eyny n bg support...adek beradek yg tau dogaan n cabaran terpkse eyny lalui tyme study..finally frensss...some of frenss yg eyny share prob ngan dier...thanksssss...;)))

summer break...

finally,1st sem at uwa already finished..excited+ happy gler..at last, da selamat tempuh 1st sem at uwa nie..huhu...n now, i got summer break for 3 months mybe..nov-dec 2010..lama x cuti??..3 mnths tue mcm2 leh wat...hehe..so.. i've listed out what i gonna to do during this holiday..:))

*ganti blik tido2 yg terganggu sblm2 nie..hahha..tido kn hobi sye..huhu
*kmas notes,outlines,books sume...simpan jauh2..hehe
*tidy up my closet..pkre yg pling mls nak wat..;(
*siapkn account kdai before dec..oh my god..byk gler kot...
*watch all of the movies that i already missed it..any suggestions??perempuan berkalung sorban??...huhu
* gardening..ceh..hehhe...kmas skiet2 kwsn umah nie before my mom dtg...
*go back to MALAYSIA!!...miss my friends,families,suasana kl tue,foods,shopping kat kl, everything la..da 4 months x jejak kaki kat kl..huhu
*baking class...nak try wat cake,brownies..huhu..
*nak try abeskn buku hadith 40..insyllh...tyme to improve myself..
*khatam novel..blik msia borong novel byk2..
*download my favourite songs..
* anymore??...

slmt bercuti utk sume membe...hve fun babe..

favourite song...

I don’t wanna be without you babe ..

I don’t want a broken heart ..
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe..
I don’t wanna play that part..
I know that I love you ..
But let me just say ..
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no ..
I don’t want a broken heart ..
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl…No...No
No broken-hearted girl ..
I’m no broken-hearted girl ..

i dont want play that part anymore..

exam oh exam

exam da nak dkat..tp eyny still mcm nie...cmne nak study nie..otak dok pk psl bnde len jer...blaja eyny..abes exam nnt bru pk bnde len..please god, help me...

ucha ma sis blik kl...coz graduation day dier...dier dpt anugerah naib canselor...im really proud wif u sis...even though tyme exam byk prob, dier still leh survive..congrats sis...ble eyny nak grad??...leh ker eyny dpt anc mcm ucha??..huhuhu..

ma mom n dad da blik msia... almost 3 weeks x jmpe dorg... miss dorg sgt2.. cpt la dtg snie...i need them rite now...cpt la book tcket mak...

eyny nak berubah....pls2 support me.. eyny xnak explain pape leh x....lupekn jer leh x...

back to normal...

bler idup nie nak normal blik nie...huuu..tension jer aku nie...lg sebulan nak exam..pastu cuti for 3 months..nak blik ker x???...klu blik pun skjp jer..sebulan kot...tiket flight mahal lak...cpt2 la der promotion...leh eyny blik..