study study study..

final exam in less than a month..huhuhuhu..study eyny study.. pk ayah n mak yg da byk berkorban.. pk future nnt... insyallah this year gonna be be my final year for my degree.. insyallah.. doa2 byk.. usaha sbaek mungkin, n serah+ tawakal at the end.. pray for me please peeps..

suddenly terpk what im gonna do next year.. at first, plan nak smbung master.. master in accounting of course!.. but xtau nak wat kat mne.. mule2 nak g dublin, pastu pk nak wat msia jer, tp at last ayah n mak suro try apply wat kat perth!!..hahaha.. complicated tol!.. xpe.. serah kat takdir.. tgok mne yg terbaek utk dri eyny...

klu xdpt nak proceed wat master, egt nak cri keje.. tp tue la.. eyny x suke interview2 nie..hahaha...ngade2 btol.. since abg2 n kakak sume smbung keje ngan ayah,, eyny mcm xnak berharap sgt nak keje ngan ayah,,, coz abg2 sume da ade leh tolong ayah.. mybe for eyny, eyny try cri pengalaman keje luar,,xpe eyny still kne gak tolong2 ayah.. no worries ayah...

dulu time first year aim nak professional exam means acca or cpa.. tp risau sgt nak amik.. rase mcm susah sgt..pastu nnt susah2 amik, x gune time keje or keje stakat bape thun jer,.. mmg la dpt title or snang nak cri keje...

urm bak kate ayah, byk2 doa n slalu wat solat istikharah!... kite xtau mne yg terbaek utk dri sndri... INSYAALLAH Ayah!..skang focus final exam nnt!... wish me good luck peeps

stresss stresss!!

stress sgt2...itf..please la wat baek ngan diriku..xtau ape yg diblaja+ xtau ape nak jawab ble tgok soklan...mmg da critical nie..honestly cuak gler...mmg la final exam next month..tp klu xfhm mcm mne..xker terkapai2 nnt..taxation pun same..susah!!..mcm law..ble dgr lec ajar mcm snang jer tp ble tgok case terpinga2 ok..

skang nie just nak set my mind yg eyny leh survive both subjects.xde bnde yg snang dlm hidup nie..klu xde kesusahan+kepayahan of course manusia xkan appreciate life dorg.. x bersyukur dgn ape yg ade..sesungguhnye allah ingin menguji kte dgn dugaan ini..positive kn dri sndri

ya allah, bantulah hamba mu ini..sesunnguhnye hambamu ini insan yg lemah yg memerlukn bantuan mu..ya allah, sesunnguhnye padamu lah aku berserah..aminn

“Rabbi Yassir wala tu-‘assir. Rabbi tham-mim bil hayr. Rabbi zidni ‘ilman war-zuqni fahman.”

“O my Lord, make things easier for me, do not make things difficult for me. O My Lord, let my affairs end with goodness. O my Lord, increase my knowledge and grant me understanding.”

ayahhhh

really miss mohd zahir bin mohd yusuff...
ayah...

eyny doakan ayah sentiasa dilimpahi rahmat allah..
eyny doakan ayah mendapat ilmu yg diberkati dan diredhai...
eyny doakan dpermudahkn segale urusan ayah di india tue...
jage kesihatan ayah...
ayah sgt sgt penting dlm hidup eyny..
cepat2 la blik...
mak da rindu tue..huhu..

i miss them so muchhhh...

Puteri nurzulaikha
umar zulfiqa
puteri zeeta nurhannah
amir zahiruddin
sarah marissa

loan or scholarship...so frustrated

salah stu my resolution for dis year, nak apply scholarship...tp gov malaysiaku tercinte cut down all of the expenses for scholarship...adoiiii...sgt sgt sdih wooo...mybe bajet belanjawan negara 2010 kot..only left application for loan..which means kne pay back da loan after study..400 for one month...ok...byk tue...abes duet gaji aku..haha..berangan ..already discussed wif mak ayah...dorg xkasi apply loan...urmmm...klu xde loan, xleh enjoy lbih...no shopping,no holiday,no ipod touch,no new notebook,no new handphone..urm,klu nak mintak kat mak ayah mcm kesian lak...tue sume kemahuan bkn keperluan...x pnting2...klu xde leh jer idup.. bazir duet sume tue..hahha,..ayat nak sdapkn dri sndri..;((

mixed feelingsss..;((

cmne nak overcome sadness...actually sdih+lega+frustrated...nape la perlu ade

mslh jiwa dan rage nie.. at last, yg tanggung sengsara+derita nie aku jgak...better keep it as

secret if u didnt meant it at all..life nie mcm karma..rite now kite sdih, frustrated..insyllh stu hri

nnt eyny pun leh gmbira n senyum smpi ke telinga..insyllh...huhu...really hope dat dis year xde

da kisah2 sedih yg menyakitkn hati eyny nie...pls2...sgt sgt sgt enjoy dgr lagu maher zain~the rest of my life..bestnyeeee kluuuuu. ????...hahha...